Assalam o Alaikum.

wese Agar suicide halal hoti to may be mai aaj se 18 saal pehle kar chuka hota or abhi bhi karne ko dil karta hai par Phir Sochta ho ye mardangi to nahe hai k Admi ho k halaat se dar jao thak jao haar jao,jitna muqabla kar sakta hai halaat se kar or Beshak Himmat e mardaan madad e khuda.